Currently Listening Beauty from Pain By Superchick Suddenly see related

So yeah I haven't updated my xanga in a very long time so I thought I would do so.

<-------like my senior picture it's prettyfull lol

So yeah lots been going on. I'm a senior in class. They changed my schedlue so I now have CWP all year long and I TA *teachers assistant* at the Elememtary/middle school office which is cool cause I get to see Hailey, Kaity, Emily, Leah, Daniel, and Heidi all the time. 

Church is selling cookie dough for youth conderence. you have to see 99 to get automatic fee paid.....I sold like 14.....anyone wanna buy some? lol

Melissa cut Emily and Leah's hair....it took Leah  5years to grow her hair out to the length it was and it was shoulder length. Emily's hair is half bald.

Homecoming is coming up and Ambre Boggs wants me to go to the dance with Shane the new kid which isn't bad, it's just that it was wierd when she goes "You HAVE to go together" we Shane and I agreed on one thing though...He asked "Do you feel left out on the whole decision?". I'm hoping I will get enough money to go. I hope I will be able to have dates to all the dances and stuff this year since it is my senior year. I should call Levi and ask him to go to prom with me....only problem would be getting him down here.

Anna had her baby.....Aden Michael I want to go visit her at the hospital but I don't have a way there.

I had a breakdown here the other day....Too much stress of baiscally being a mother of 4 kdis, cleaning house after 4 tornados, and doing schoolwork.

Oh yeah I went to the docotors a while back....the 7th.....He said I'm bipolar.....so I'm supposed to take these meds Seuqon *not sure if it is spelled right* psssh I haven't taken one yet.....*I'm not taking 24 pills in one week my mother used to fight me to take strep throat medication.* He also dignosed me with Anxidety, Severe Migranes, and Bad bleeding of my nose *duh it bleeds at least once a week now.......it even bled at the docotors*

So yeah People need to leave some messages cause I haven't heard from anyone in a while and I am starting to wonder if everyone is dead and if I should just stop posting on here.

Anyways I gotta go for now so I will see you laters peace out....TOODLES

                                                                                   Nicki

3 days till school!
Current mood: silly

Let's see what has been going on since I last updated? Oh yeah! school starts in 6 days....can't wait lol. I still can't get over the fact that I am a senior.

OH YEAH! Josh moved Daniel out of his bedroom and put him in my room and I moved into his. It much bigger YAY! I even have a closet now! hehe. only thing is I have my computer set up in there and I don't exactly like it like that, but Amber said she has a desk I could use in there. I am gonna take all my clothes out of the dresser and put them in the closet and then put all the stuff that is in that desk that is too small for the computer monitor and put that in my dresser and put that desk in the girls room. and set the computer on the desk that Amber is giving me in the place of that desk. But my room is looking totally spiffy. I put all the winnie-the-pooh drawlings that Amanda gave me *I love those pictures cause I loved that show when I was younger.....also garfield, rugrats, and barney* and stuck them on my walls also a garfield picture she drew. I also have my 2 student of the month certificates on the wall.  and on the other side of my TV I have my HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL posters on the wall *yes i am a dorky high school musical fan* I also have room for a chair in my bedroom now! haha yay!  Daniel left the lazy boy chair that he had in his room and I just covered it up and it is so comfy I slept on it like 3 nights already.

Sunday Amber and I went to wal mart to buy school supplies it was fun and sneaky at the same time but I can't go into details why!

Monday I went to go pick lockers at Onalaska High. Heidi wanted to go with cause she never been in the high school and I got Amber's old locker 33 cause i didn't want my old locker 32 cause it was a floor locker. It was so awsome that all the lockers wasn't taken this year when I got to pick my locker out! Cause I'm special I'm a senior! seniors get to pick their lockers first.

Oh I think I figured out what I was gonna use for my senuior quote.....

"We live, we learn,
We forgive, and never give up,
Cause the days we are given are gifts from above
And today we remember to live and to love"

it's a christian rock song from Superchik, but I acutally changed one word to it and that was love to learn cause i think it sound better like that. But yeah my favroite song from Superchick is "Beauty from Pain"

I recently bought 20 pounds of catfood for Spaz, Chaz, Taz and Raz. Chaz is getting so fat.....13 weeks old and he looks like he swallowed a baseball. He's so cute I love him to death. Spaz is pregnant agian, and it reminded me why I hated it when she was pregnant the 1st time. She is so possesive it's sad, everytime she dosen't get her way she scratches whoever makes her mad. Then the next second she's all lovey dovey.  She keeps knocking down my prom picture with levi because it is in HER SPOT! But yeah Josh decided to keep Taz and Raz, because Taz sleeps with Josh every night and Josh got close to Taz.

At youth group today we started watching the "Gospel Journey" which is a show that the preacher from Reveloution *Youth Conference* is in. He's so funny he's the type of guy that can get you to beleive anything. Anyways the show is pretty awsome.Gospel has a meaning and I only remember G at the moment and it was "God created us to be with him" or something like that I could be wrong. I'll have to get my reveloution book out a check later. but yeah

I miss W.V. right now, cause i got a feeling it's gonna start getting rainy here soon. it rains too much here. I really wish I could have gone to visit W.V. like I had planned and I feel bad cause I promised my best friend we could hang out and now we can't I just never got the tickets on time and the moneys gone now.....and I didn't even spend it

oooo I also got a tan this summer! YEAH ME TAN!!!! hahaha i was never ever able to tan before in my life always turned as red as a stop light. so it's kinda funny.

My hair has gone like to mid back now, and I'm gonna get a trim on it soon so it will grow more. hopefully it will be down to my back before graduation. I'm not ever dying my hair again.i miss the normal light brown it used to be. *the color i lived with for 18 years...well not exactly i was blond when i was born but you know what I mean*

Just a question out of curoisitoy *spelled wrong i think* has anyone ever noticed anything wrong about the original cover of "The Little Mirmaid" on the castle.....haha I did and it's really gross. Amber pointed it out to me the other day. She told me an 80 yr old woman noticed it but yeah it's actually really perverted. There is also a subliminal message in the original "Aladdin" that tells little girls to stirp their clothes off and run through the house naked, but you know what i don't see how cause my dad bought that movie for my brother when I was like 5 or 6 and i never had the urge to do that. Maybe I should see if my bother knows where his movie is and have him send it to me so I can play it for the kids and see if leah tries to do that , BUT i won't!

Anyways I feel like I am just starting to blabble so I'll talk to y'all laters!

                                                                              Nicki

So yeah lot has been going on lately. I had a very long entry about 2 weeks ago and this computer messed up so I got mad and didn't post for a while sorry!

Yesterday was a long day. It started at 9 when I woke up to get ready for my senior pictures. Sylvia did my make-up and it looked really cool.  I had them taken at Carroll's in Centralia. David is pretty cool and funny at the same time. It was hard trying not to laugh during the session between Amber dancing in the back and Dave acting funny. Dave also kept telling me to do certian poses and was showing me them and that was kinda funny too, but I think everytime he told me to do one of them I did something completely different but they looked cool.   I brought my cats Spaz and Chaz *the cowardly lion* and I don't think the picture with Spaz will come out right cause Spaz didn't want her picture taken. I have scratches on my chest from her clawing. Chaz was just like ok whatever I'm ready for my close-up. It was so cute though when David tried to take a picture of just Chaz and I and Chaz purring turns around walks towards me faces me and lays down to go to sleep. He's just so dern cute. I'm trying to get Sylvia to take Raz, cause she likes him, and the neighbors threatened to steal him. They say that I don't take care of my cats, when I would do anything for them. If I get Sylvia to take Raz then I will just need a home for Taz. but anyways but to what I was saying. I got to see some of my senior pictures on the camera and they were awsome. Only ones I'm worried about are the outside ones cause I dont think they will come out that well. I can't wait till next week when I get to see them all.

After my senior pictures we went back to Onalaska and was putting my clothes back up and Melissa was there. She lost her puppie Saddie which is sad cause Saddie is such a cute puppie. I told her I can take Emily and Leah with me to go to Amber's house and Sylvia wanted to play my Harry Potter game *I never play that game it's collecting dust in my bedroom* Anyways So we end up playing until it was time for Youth Group and then we go there and Janeal had a game/pizza party going on. Lila, Dani, Sylvia, Amber, Nichol, and I played a game but I can't remember the name. I lost horribibly *spelled wrong*  I think it was officail that Lila or Dani won but that's just because it was Lila's game and Dani plays it with her all the time.

After Youth Group I had to go back to Centralia where Melissa lives and babysit her room mate Kaity's 14 month old Daughter Abby. She is so cute, but it wasn't hard to babysit her cause she was already asleep. So Amber and I watched the 1st cd of the 1st season of Friends until Kaity and Melissa got back. Amber left right after to stay at her dads for the night I slept on the couch there. I didn't fall asleep till about 6 and arrives at 8 and all the way back to ONY I pratically slept in her car. Got home went to sleep till about 1:30 and I couldn't sleep then cause the kids kept running into my room complaining about something or the other or dancinig and singing and just plain out annoying me.  But after Josh got home I went over to Johanna's house and hanged out with Amber till Johanna got home from work. Then Amber took me back home and I was just sitting outside when I get a call from Joanna wanting me to babysit tonight.  Amber get's paid from the state to babysit Hayleigh and Kaity. So yeah right now i am at Joanna's house

When I get my senior pictures I'm gonna scan some and put them on a cd to put on here for you guys to see.I know I will put the one that I liked with the pink background and the blue one.

I need to get another job on the side though cause I want to be able to graduate and that cost money. I only have 500.00 right now and 100.00 of that needs to go for my senior pictures I remember Amber's costing like 600 or 700 or more. So I need to save every little bit of money possible. I dont get my 900 a month anymore.

Anyways I think I am going to go for now. talk to you laters toodles take care

                                                           Nicki